Brekeups are like hell

It's awful to realize that the person I fell in love with doesn't even exist anymore. This is sad not because of the growth part involved in this process, but because the partnership broke down too soon and meaninglessly.

It's been ages since I found myself like this, such confused. In the last therapy session we were talking about the feeling of giving up on each other that really triggered me with other deep feelings like disappointment, frustration and betrayal. I mean, for better or worse, being in love changes you a lot because despite you face feelings that make you grow a lot, it's also painful because it revisits memories.

Lately I've been working with boundaries to really process what brought us here, I mean, no longer deserves to be worked on to become sustainable as a couple.

I couldn't lie that I also behaved impulsively sometimes, which now seems to have generated "a punishment" from his side, due to the fact that he doesn't in the slightest want to find out what created this hole between us to correct these points of failure. Instead, he just gave up on ourselves as a couple.

Craziness.