Breakup pain makes you feel like you are the only "lucky guy" on Earth who deserves that. Although I have been talking with people who faced tough endings and them all have
disappointing particular stories when the ending comes through.
However, more than a sexual-physical relationship, I believe in the meeting of souls and that's why we have to let them go once the deeply connection and commitment no longer exist because if we insist we could visit a possessive versions of ourselves, which creates a wall among intentions, respect and love.
I would never be in a position where jealousy takes place instead of mutual trust and truth. I won't allow myself to be frozen by fear comparing love to a black hole where I couldn't trust to jump into. Unlike, I want to be in a place where I feel confident to be exactly who I am.
At the end of the day is just me and my leftovers processing what life reserve for me because even if I can't get what's the point now, I am sure that everything happens for the good.